You read my previous posts. You know how shattered i was after my break up. Thanx for the time spent on my blog. I’m writing this post in a complete different mood than before. My last post was 2 months ago. I realised i was asking wrong questions. I asked “how to get over the break up”. What i should be asking – “was i happy with him”. I was. He was the best what happened to me all my life. The right question ever since the beginning should be …

HOW TO GET HIM BACK!

I thought it was too late. But it wasn’t. I was pathetic and sad. I felt rejected. What i should have done is being strong. And when I saw him with another woman i gained the strenth.

You might think it’s much harder to get back when he started another relationship. Hard – true. But I Made IT!

Click here to see what helped me get him back

I pulled myself together. Be honest. I conquered his heart once. If anyone knows how to do it – it’s me! Now we are together. You understand that this is my last post here. It’s a break up blog. Blog where i was leaving my tears for months. Now I’m happy. I don’t need that. I enjoy every moment of our free time together. Our break up made me a better person. I don’t take things for granted like i used to. That made me more loving.

So if you read this blog cause you also split up. Ask yorself question. Do you miss him? If so – get out of your lonely room. You CAN get him back. Look, i could even get him back from another woman. If you only miss him – fight for him. Even if you think he’s not interested. Fight.

Click here if you want to use the methods that gave me my life back. If you wonna fight, better learn how to do it properly.

No more tears, friends, see ya

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Something broke inside of me. I saw him with another girl. I saw her smile, although she wasn’t laughing at me. She doesn’t know me. She was just happy. Just like i was back then. Now it hurts more than before. More painful, though i learned my lesson. I realised what i lost. We had arguments in our relationship, but… who doesn’t? I understood that the only time i was happy during the past decade was time with him. And i let it go so easily? I’m mad. I’m sad, weak, pathetic, lost, and desperatly mad. I thought i lost him before, but now it is sealed.

HE MAKES ANOTHER WOMAN LIVE MY LIFE!!

Get ready bitch couse thats not gonna last! I will find a way to get him back or i will snap your neck.

P.S. God, how i miss my ex boyfriend.

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Can i hide like a litlle girl? In a corner of a room. Listening to heartbreaking songs? Hell I CAN! I feel like crap. I will tell you, I’ve been with my boyfriend for 4 years. It is a loooot. Allmost all of my adult life. I don’t know other life. I don’t want to know. I’m a man’s woman. I need toutch. I need it. I need you brad!!

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I’ve been on a party with friends. All couples. Shit as hell.

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God how i miss him. I miss my ex boyfriend. But i don’t miss Brad. Actually 2 months ago boyfriend and Brad were synonims for me. Now my boyfriend remains only in my memory and Brad… When i meet him he’s like a whip to my back. I hear his voice, see his face. I allways mistake him for my boyfriend, and it makes me look stupid. I’m not the same person without him.

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I made my decision. I let die to the feeling. I will pretend to the world that everything is alright. This diary will be the only knowing. I’m shit inside. People try to help me with whole buckets of bullshit. I have enough. Tomorow morning i will get up and smile to each other. Like an actress. Like a fuckin actress in a fuckin drama written by a fuckin sadist.

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